Audit...

Hai, pejam celik, pejam celik...dah pun masuk bulan Jun. Its the mid of year 2011. Need to audit all of my accounts. Among which are : Body mass, weight,volume and surface area, hati dan perasaan, amalan dunia dan akhirat and maybank savings and current accounts, tabung haji, bank rakyat(insyaAllah), ASB, EPF,insurances...

Physically, its very obvious.. Over the years I've grown both ends and significantly sideways. I am standing tall, all the 5ft 1in or 153cm of me..it does not matter when i always have to stand on my toes when theres something happening at the front of a crowd but somehow i will always get to nudge my way through to the front, heart always melt for little people. As for weight, lately I have not crossed the 60kg limit no matter how much I eat..trying very hard but I must say my nasi lemak diet works wonders. Have nasi lemak in the mornings would mean a late lunch and most definitely either a very light or only fruits and coffee for dinner. Very healthy! My interpretation of body volume is all the water.. is it only me or is everybody drinking alot these days. Lets blame the global warming and of course my menopausal hot flushes..Doctors say that we need 8 glasses of water a day..the question is how big is the glass. The more we drink the more we waste water - the toilet flush, but still healthy, water is cheap in Selangor. Surface area, yes yes, need that facial and body scrub and lulur..skin hangus from New york heat wave and dried up from Amsterdam chills.Must make time!

Amalan dunia dan akhirat and bank accounts. Theres never a day that I have not bersyukur that my monetary accounts have balances that I can smile and feel good while I am maintaining my housewife, not working individual.Actually that is not quite true. I am a working wife, usually much2 more than a first class 'P'...(lets talk about that another day).. As for our akhirat account, o dear...I remember an ustaz on TV said that if every ibadah that we do, Allah banks in money or saham in our account, people would camped out outside Gods bank. The problem is saham akhirat ni tak nampak, the sg salsabila, the istana di syurga tak ada website..no tripadvisor reviews. I can easily and confidently say I am so not ready to leave this world as far as my amalan and bekalan is concerned. Need a lot of work. Theres so many franchises of berbuat baik and beramal. Need to invest in all..

Hati dan perasaan - being away from Nadeem is so not good, hati pedih.I questioned my feelings when I am happy Nadeem is at the madrasah, when I should still be missing him. I suppose I do miss him tak terkata but I know he is on the right path, a journey to become a hafiz,to be in a place Allah menjanjikan syurga.I can only doa his journey a pleasant, safe and made easy.
The ride on the horse drawn carriage with Puzi in central park at dusk is exquisitely beautiful. We were holding hands and I was for the hour in his arms, chanting tasbih,tahmid and takbir for that magical moment. I am blessed.
My brothers stroke, my sisters wrist op and my eldest'son' ACL was very worrying. but alhamdulillah they are all on the way to recovery.

Accounts audited..well, some misc stuff can just be swept under the carpets till maybe end of the year. Hutang2 tak ada, projects : mega and small businesses in the planning. Ok, lets take a break, tall glass of sarsaparilla...mm

New Year 2011

Wow.. my first posting this new year! Its actually already mid February.
Why, you might ask.. honestly its such a silly excuse. I forgot my password to enter my own blog...
Got it right tonight.. to be honest, changed my password. Thats it.. New Year, new password. Thats it then...will start writing tomorrow.